Counting down the days until I'm back at school, its the one thing that will keep my mind off this whole mess....I don't have much to blog about, all I've been doing the past weeks is trying to answer all these questions floating around in my head....

Chris broke up with me again last night.

omg omg I hope we get to keep the stray cat we just found, shes sooo cute, but super skinny D: I feel so bad, I was brushing her and I could feel all her bones....

On the way home from picking up groceries we saw these two kids w/ a lemonade stand on the side of the road and I bought some from them. xD It was so cute the little girl was so happy and she liked knocked the cups over trying to get me one and the little boy was having a hard time pouring the stuff. They said it was only 50 cents but I gave them a dollar anyways. And it tasted pretty good too

I think i'm depressed....

I don't belong anywhere
I feel incredibly fat
I'm self destructive
And I'll probably die alone

yesterday just wasn't a good day for me. I woke up in a bad mood, and stayed in one all day, which led me to be mean to people, including chris, for no god reason, and I feel bad about it now. today didn't start off nay better, I get a call from mom about stupid fafsa shit thats been done for a long time cuse she got a letter from the school saying it wasn't complete. I wasn't to happy. buut the day did get better cause dad took pat and I school clothes shopping and I got a bunch of cute stuff, and everything except one pair of pants, fit really nice, which never happens to me xD I hope tomorrow doesn't suck, I need at least one good day.

Not much to blog about... still have a stomachache thats been going on almost 3 weeks...
spent a few days at chris' and we went swimming at this really nice beach, then I went to moms for the night and moms chris didnt even say a word to me or anything, i didn't see him at all. Yesterday I did a parade w/ dad and then went to the portland mall and bought a really cute dress w/ an owl necklace and bow headband =3 and some other things...
I just really want school to start again..