I have never seen an episode of any show be as intense as the season finale of Grey's Anatomy. in the first five minutes, 2 people were shot, one right in the fucking head, and they showed her, just laying there, bleeding out, staring at the screen....yeah that's when my first heart attack happened xD then Alex was shot like 2 seconds later D: and Christina broke up w/ owen, who later got shot D: and Percy was shot, and died...and Shepard, my gorgeous perfect McDreamy was shot D: *sobs* but he lived, thank god. Meredith had found out at the beginning of the episode that she was pregnant, but she never got a chance to tell Shepard because she had a miscarriage cause of all the stress. just, i'm still in shock about the whole thing xD

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my baaaaaaaaaaaaaack D: my mattress sucks, and I need a thingy to put on top of it, so i'm not sleeping on a box of springs.
Ashley will be here sooon :D i'm running around town grabbing job applications tomorrow in case the thing at t-mobile doesn't work out, though i'm hoping it does. Until then I'll just keep filling out app's and playing the sims 3 until ash gets here xD

I just realized after packing for like 2 hours how much shit I actually have w/ me xDD it's ridiculous. I'm more excited for summer than I was before because I might have a job, and working w/ ashleeeeey :D I'm kind of ready to go home and relax and play the sims 3 and get some sleep

Good news, I hardly have to pay anything for the upcoming semester, so most of the money I will hopefully make when I hopefully find a job will be mind >=D

Bad news, I have been pissed off/paranoid/depressed/ for the past few days, probably cause I don't want to go home......

I'm glad video games have become more important than our relationship.....

I don't want to go home D:

I'm having so much fun here, like the dance and the drag show, i'm going to miss being here over the summer D: And I'm gonna mis chris and all my new friends so much :(