So i asked the kid, be back from the computer club by to snuggle before bed at 11...where is he almost an hour later, still there of course. Why the fuck did I expect him to be back when he said he would, he never is, I mean ever.....

........ I, am trying, my hardest, to make this work.....If I can't have someone who is willing to work on the BIGGEST problem they have, then I can't do it either.......

Ok, so i had this idea earlier to help this relationship work out better and stuff, yeah its hard to explain. anyway I decided that making a list of all the stuff i need to change and what he needs to change and to write it out on the whiteboard. I forget sometimes and I dont want the same problems to keep reoccurring, and when I look up and see those things, I know what to do, same goes for him. I'm going to write it out on paper too, cause it cant stay on the whiteboard forever. Maybe it's a dumb idea, but maybe it will work.

D:

my vacation is over, and I only have three weeks till I'm back here for the next few months...I need a job desperatly this summer, or I will go nuts in this house. It's not going to be the same this summer cause ashley will only be here for a short time D:

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fuckin I only talked to chris twice today, and the second time was like three hours ago after he hung up and didnt call me back cause he said he had to call some guy to order parts for his car, assuming he would call when he was done, and I just tried calling him and hes outside working on the car >.> couldnt even call me back....w/e

My throat has been killing me since I woke up this morning, sucks ass D: not much is going oooon, just being a bum for the most part enjoying vacation :D

hoooooome

I am at home for the week
It's been god so faaaaaar :D I think were going to the beach on saturday, I hope xD
me and mom are gonna go clothes shopping later this week, hopefully I'll get some new sandals :D I'll post more when more interesting things happen xD