I have never seen an episode of any show be as intense as the season finale of Grey's Anatomy. in the first five minutes, 2 people were shot, one right in the fucking head, and they showed her, just laying there, bleeding out, staring at the screen....yeah that's when my first heart attack happened xD then Alex was shot like 2 seconds later D: and Christina broke up w/ owen, who later got shot D: and Percy was shot, and died...and Shepard, my gorgeous perfect McDreamy was shot D: *sobs* but he lived, thank god. Meredith had found out at the beginning of the episode that she was pregnant, but she never got a chance to tell Shepard because she had a miscarriage cause of all the stress. just, i'm still in shock about the whole thing xD