Thursday, April 29, 2010

So i asked the kid, be back from the computer club by to snuggle before bed at 11...where is he almost an hour later, still there of course. Why the fuck did I expect him to be back when he said he would, he never is, I mean ever.....
........ I, am trying, my hardest, to make this work.....If I can't have someone who is willing to work on the BIGGEST problem they have, then I can't do it either.......

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Ok, so i had this idea earlier to help this relationship work out better and stuff, yeah its hard to explain. anyway I decided that making a list of all the stuff i need to change and what he needs to change and to write it out on the whiteboard. I forget sometimes and I dont want the same problems to keep reoccurring, and when I look up and see those things, I know what to do, same goes for him. I'm going to write it out on paper too, cause it cant stay on the whiteboard forever. Maybe it's a dumb idea, but maybe it will work.

Sunday, April 25, 2010


my vacation is over, and I only have three weeks till I'm back here for the next few months...I need a job desperatly this summer, or I will go nuts in this house. It's not going to be the same this summer cause ashley will only be here for a short time D:

Thursday, April 22, 2010


fuckin I only talked to chris twice today, and the second time was like three hours ago after he hung up and didnt call me back cause he said he had to call some guy to order parts for his car, assuming he would call when he was done, and I just tried calling him and hes outside working on the car >.> couldnt even call me back....w/e

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

My throat has been killing me since I woke up this morning, sucks ass D: not much is going oooon, just being a bum for the most part enjoying vacation :D

Monday, April 19, 2010


I am at home for the week
It's been god so faaaaaar :D I think were going to the beach on saturday, I hope xD
me and mom are gonna go clothes shopping later this week, hopefully I'll get some new sandals :D I'll post more when more interesting things happen xD

Thursday, April 15, 2010


This week has been full of ups and downs, but I have been kind of ok for the most part. I'm so over worrying about school work, I skipped pysch both days this week, I just didn't care :p Chris has been playing hvz this week, so I haven't seen him much, but it's done with tonight and I get to spend time with him tomorrow before I go home :3 I hope I have fun at home, being around stepdad chris is always awkward, but hopefully he will be working for most of it, and the kids won't be around much. I know when I get back it's going to fly by and then I'll be stuck at home for the summer, If I don't get a job this summer I know i'm going to go crazy, cause chris is going to be working a lot so who knows how much i'm going to see him :(

Thursday, April 8, 2010


Yesterday was really fun, for gym class we went outside and played frisbee which is always fun because the people in my class go insane when we play it, so I just stand there and laugh my ass off at everyone screaming at each other and tackling people xD then english sucked :p enviro sucked, such a boring lecture >=( then I hung out with cassie and danielle all night, we talked w/ boys on chat roulette and walked to rite aid and had some mcd's. Later I went back to my room and I told chris how we had made plans to go party this weekend, me, allison, danielle, cassie, stuart, and his cute friend alex. And he got all jealous about me going and getting drunk with a guy I thought was cute, and I got jealous about him going to Kat's apartment to watch doctor who. So that wasn't fun, and we talked about it after getting upset with each other and straightened things out. and we were lying in bed together and he asked me out again :D so the night turned out to be better than I thought it would be!!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Easter weekend

twas a good weekend. I gots me some chocolate, and 20 dollars :D then dad gave me more moneys for grocerys and a haircut, and possibly a trip to the chiropractor. Chris found the number of a place nearby for me so I can find out their prices @.@ I really do have to finish my paper soon, so I'm not stressing about it to bad on thursday, but once it's done I really don't have much to worry about, except the english final. Now I have to run off and get some papers signed to become an official rehab major :D then walmaaart w/ the boooy

Friday, April 2, 2010

Easter woo!!

i'm getting out of here tomorrow night for easter. was kind of hoping to get out of here today after classes but oh well, i'll probably just go read outside and enjoy the wonderful weather!! God knows it will probably snow again next week xD this week has overall been pretty good, I hung out w/ Cassie and her buddies a lot, she is so freaking funny x3 I still miss batbat though, wish we could go to the same college and be roomies and stuff :<>Hillary called me the other night, surprise!! It was nice to talk with her again and hopefully we can hang out over my spring break.just a few more days chris said cause things have been getting better between us >.<>
Oh and I have to start my 8-10 pg paper this weekend, laaame.