Monday, July 26, 2010

Going to Chris' wed until friday night, I hope we get some time alone for awhile, since we haven't had any for like 2 months. He is really stressed out about school/financial problems like me, except much bigger...

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Baby crazed
thats what i've been the past few weeks, usually it goes away after a few days, but not this time. I think chris saying something the other day about being excited to have kids added fuel to the fire xD

Sunday, July 18, 2010

SOO I think it's official that i'm staying here over the summer :o never thought id actually be living here xD I mean I love my mom and everything, but she needs to get her priorities straight and fix her biggest problem >.>
Chris was able to spend the night here saturdaaaay and we went swimming in the lake right near the house, and guess who jumped in w/ his keys in his pocket xD soo we had to get a hold of his mom to ask if she had a spare key whcih thank god she did and we had to go all the way out to Livermore at 11 at night to get the spare, and dad almost hit a cat xD

Friday, July 16, 2010

I'm Trying my hardest to egt this whole financial mess taken care of but its difficult when there no communication coming from the other end. we could have had it taken care of at this point of people would listen to what I have to saaaay, ugh >=( this is why I want to move in w/ dad, I can't deal w/ them anymore, and it's not mom I have the prblem w/, tis her stupid husband >.>

Monday, July 12, 2010

oh, and for my bday I got a laptop fan, finally xD some nice new headphones, a really cute dress, a giftcard and more moneys.
for chris' bday we lazed around the house and relaxed and I bought him nice speakers for his care which he really loves :D
oh my god, I havent been on here in forever. I mean to update at the end of every week when ashley was here but that didn't happen. It really sucks that shes gone D: I have been super lonely. Everything went back to the way it always was when she was here, I practically lived at her house the whole time. we hung out and did stupid crap, watched stupid movies and made cookies and I got to meet her boyfriend Boyse the first week he was here, and I approoove xD we had waterballoon fights and tanned in her backyard, took awesome pictures together, went to the movies a couple's what I was looking forward to all summer *sob* other than that I've been looking for a job ever since she left, because apparntly while ashley was here chris and mom think I should have been job hunting the whole time, cause I "fucked around w/ her for 4 weeks" i'm so over living with them. chris fucking pisses me off so much just looking at him sitting on the couch all week eating chips and watching netflix movies instead of working makes me want to punch him in the face.